Do you ever get fearful of your full potential?

Do you ever get fearful of what stepping fully into your power will bring? 

I do... often 

I find sometimes when I step further into surrender and alignment with my highest potential ....then I will subconsciously sabotage it. 

We are taught to succeed but not get too big headed. 

We are taught to be humble 

Do our best... but not too much in case you make others uncomfortable 

So when I feel fully amped up, shining like a star, manifesting like a boss and channeling some freaking amazing energy... I sometimes crash. 

I now know it is old fear coming up.. to move through.. another story to shift, a past life to witness or my inner child stomping their feet.

I was asked this week why I had to know, find a reason, why I couldn’t just let go and carry on.

If I do that, nothing changes...I keep playing the same song.

I don’t want to keep playing at the same vibration... I have one shot at this particular experience and I want to grow, love and find as much joy as I can.

That means clearing the subconscious stories that make me hide, pause and play small.

If I can channel Solar Angels, Ascended Masters and passed over loved ones then surely I am here for a bigger life than what I have previously allowed myself.

I am now fully in the zone of ‘how good can it get?’ The more I create the more I can contribute to people and this planet. 

That is now my goal. 

Are you still hiding from your potential? 

Let me tell you... it’s more fun running towards it.

I just lay in the sun channeling solar Angels and working with my inner divine feminine energy. That part was holding onto some fear of stepping further forward... I am about to run a group for feminine energy uplevel so no surprise. 

My body moved contracted muscles shifting energy. I used some Craniosacral therapy techniques and reiki to support my body as I lay in the sun and recharged my solar plexus. 

I love I have these tools.

As I lay here the chorus of the birds was beautiful, and I remembered my purpose is to just be me.